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A Glimpse of Him (What happened to Never)

This is out from what I’m posting in here. I just need to vent out. I need to get this all out from me or I will end up depressed talking to a shrink or worst.

After a long long time, I trusted someone again. He came into my life just like that. Unexepected. Never in my wildest dream thought that this guy will earn my trust in a matter of days. You know, we just “clicked”. We both have trust issues and have been fucked up by people we care about in several different ways. We’ve talked almost everyday for 6-7hrs. We didn’t care about the time difference. We made it happen. We made it possible. It was okay. We were okay. No. It was perfect. Eventhough we’re both messed up and all. We trusted each other. Told each other our bitter pasts and talked about anything without the fear of judgement. We had it. We let each other in, into each others lives. Which is not normal to both of us. Coz we both don’t let people in. Especially not in an instant. He said he wasn’t scared of trusting me and letting me in. He’s not holding back anything. He told me he’ll take care of me. He’ll fix me. I told him that one day, he will realize that I’m not the good person that he thinks I am. I told him that one day, he’ll get bored with me. One day, I’ll lose him too. And he always said “NEVER”. I was a fool to believe that. Coz now he’s gone. Without saying anything. Without saying goodbye. Without any reason. He always says he’s not good enough for me. That he’s a posion. But I didn’t see that. What I saw in him, was a boy who was bullied most of his life. A broken boy who can not see his importance in this world. A boy who needed someone when he was beaten by his own brother while his parents do nothing about it. And because of all of these shitty things that happened to him, he closed himself to the world. I thought at least he held the door open for me. At least I thought somehow I was already in. But I thought wrong. He didn’t let me in. He just gave me a glimpse of him.

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4 months ago

April 28, 2014
reblogged via nbcthevoice
photo That moment when Usher complimented Adam and he’s like “ME???” lol
Baby, please stop being so adorable.. And yes, that compliment belongs to you and you truly deserves it.
Thank you Usher. 
I love you Adam. Always.

That moment when Usher complimented Adam and he’s like “ME???” lol

Baby, please stop being so adorable.. And yes, that compliment belongs to you and you truly deserves it.

Thank you Usher. 

I love you Adam. Always.

4 months ago

April 10, 2014
photo I would really like to see them together as The Voice Coaches next season and sit side by side. I can’t get enough of this two gorgeous men. I would like to see them perform all together, Adam, Blake, Chris & Pharrell. And I’m pretty sure a lot of you would agree that it will be AWESOME!
Please The Voice, hear me!

I would really like to see them together as The Voice Coaches next season and sit side by side. I can’t get enough of this two gorgeous men. I would like to see them perform all together, Adam, Blake, Chris & Pharrell. And I’m pretty sure a lot of you would agree that it will be AWESOME!

Please The Voice, hear me!

photo Look! There’s an alien in Vegas! A very very hot Luxen in LuxVegas. 
❤️👽❤️

Look! There’s an alien in Vegas! A very very hot Luxen in LuxVegas.
❤️👽❤️

photo Look who’s in Mr. White’s neighborhood. It’s Daemon Black bxxch!!!

Look who’s in Mr. White’s neighborhood. It’s Daemon Black bxxch!!!

photo Adam and his facial expressions after the battle performances. 
My heart skip a bit on the first photo! YESSS! That one with his charming smile and oh that dimple!
And yes Shakira, it’s really hard to compete with the “sexiest man alive” over female singers. LOL. He’ll just flash that smile and BOOOOOM! Sorry..

Adam and his facial expressions after the battle performances. 

My heart skip a bit on the first photo! YESSS! That one with his charming smile and oh that dimple!

And yes Shakira, it’s really hard to compete with the “sexiest man alive” over female singers. LOL. He’ll just flash that smile and BOOOOOM! Sorry..

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I know he was not that good during his battle with Devin Choice, but I really wish that he could stay or Adam has chosen another song. Their song was really tough. But anyway, I’m happy that The Voice introduced this wonderful guy to the world. I really like his voice. And oh.. his eyes.. 

Good luck Caleb! 

photo me after PLL Spring Finale
Marlene King, you can’t just kill Ezra Fits like that! 
I know EZRA IS ALIVE! don’t f*ck with my head! And I’m starting to think that Jason DiLaurentis is freakin A!
I have to shut up and wait until effin JUNE?! 

me after PLL Spring Finale

Marlene King, you can’t just kill Ezra Fits like that! 

I know EZRA IS ALIVE! don’t f*ck with my head! And I’m starting to think that Jason DiLaurentis is freakin A!

I have to shut up and wait until effin JUNE?!